Hol+ EP111 – Your Body Remembers: How Past Trauma Can Still Affect You

What if experiences you thought you’d moved past are still influencing how you feel, react, and connect with others?

In this episode, Dr. Taz reflects on her recent conversation with trauma expert Dr. Gillian O’Shea Brown and shares what stood out most about the connection between emotional trauma, physical health, and the nervous system.

Dr. Taz explores how past experiences, including smaller, often overlooked microtraumas, may shape our stress responses and relationship patterns. She also discusses EMDR, somatic healing, attachment styles, and why learning to recognize our emotional patterns can be an important part of healing.

Drawing from her own life, Dr. Taz opens up about the time she spent alone in her twenties and how that period of self-reflection helped her better understand herself, break old patterns, and prepare for healthier relationships.

This mini solo is a reminder that understanding your personal story can be just as important as looking ahead. Sometimes the patterns we want to change begin with experiences we haven’t fully understood.

In this episode, Dr. Taz reflects on:

  • The connection between trauma, stress, and physical health
  • EMDR, somatic healing, and the nervous system
  • Microtraumas and attachment patterns
  • Why old emotional and relationship patterns can resurface
  • The importance of self-reflection and personal growth

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ABOUT DR. GILLIAN O’SHEA BROWN
Dr. Gillian O’Shea Brown is a psychotherapist, complex trauma specialist, and EMDRIA Approved Consultant. She is the author of Psyche’s Awakening: A Guide to Emotional and Somatic Healing Through the Wisdom of Greek Myth.

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  • (00:00) – Intro
  • (00:43) – How trauma can affect physical health
  • (01:25) – The body’s response to unresolved trauma
  • (01:45) – EMDR and somatic healing
  • (03:00) – Microtraumas and attachment styles
  • (03:50) – Why understanding yourself matters
  • (04:05) – Dr. Taz’s personal journey
  • (04:45) – Breaking old relationship patterns
  • (05:50) – The mind-body-spirit connection
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It’s always so fascinating to have different experts on this show, and [00:00:45] Dr. Jill is bringing in a whole new way to look at trauma and how it lives in the [00:00:50] body. And I think, you know, we’re on this precipice of really understanding [00:00:55] how trauma is influencing health, right? How it’s not just influencing mental health [00:01:00] and emotional health, but actually physical health as well, where we see the connection between [00:01:05] trauma and inflammation, trauma and heart disease, trauma and cancer, and [00:01:10] we know we can actually measure the impact of what this is doing.
That’s the science of [00:01:15] some of what we’re talking about here. But we know that we are science and spirit, and that [00:01:20] it takes looking at all the different aspects of our health to put a whole picture together. [00:01:25] And as Jill talked about, trauma will live in the body and sabotage [00:01:30] us in a very quiet way, in a way that we might not even be conscious of, living in [00:01:35] areas like our head, our neck, our belly, our chest, where we just feel [00:01:40] uncomfortable or we don’t feel good, but we can’t really explain why.[00:01:45]
Dr. Jill talks a lot about EMDR, which is something you guys have been asking me about, and somatic healing, [00:01:50] and what does that mean? And these are things that we’ve been recommending at WHOLE+ for people who have [00:01:55] experienced trauma, because the methodology seems to help with [00:02:00] desensitization, which means it takes all the emotion and the cortisol out of a [00:02:05] traumatic experience and kinda takes the air and the wind out of it and brings it down into a [00:02:10] quiet place where the body is not always reacting every time [00:02:15] that memory resurfaces Your body, I think, and again, she drove that home [00:02:20] and I found it fascinating because we talk about it all the time, and we need to be [00:02:25] reminded that the body is a conduit to what is going on with us at each and every [00:02:30] moment, and even in past times.
It’s telling a story whether we wanna listen to it [00:02:35] or not. And what many of the guests keep coming on and talking about, whether we’re [00:02:40] talking about heart disease or money or trauma or [00:02:45] anything that, you know, we have tried to tackle on this show, people keep talking about the [00:02:50] words alignment and understanding your own [00:02:55] personal story and being able to listen to what your body is trying to tell you.
In [00:03:00] her latest book, Psyche’s Awakening, Dr. Jill is using a lot of Greek mythology to [00:03:05] help us identify where we may not be able to [00:03:10] verbalize what’s happening with us. So understanding your trauma timeline, right? [00:03:15] Which actually starts with microtraumas before the big ones. Understanding what’s happening [00:03:20] with attachment and your attachment styles.
All of these are tools that she’s put into her book [00:03:25] to help us really dig through and maybe get a better map or a better sense of what’s happening with [00:03:30] us overall. So I love the fact that, you know, these tools are there. It’s probably something I’m gonna [00:03:35] do myself, and I’m curious if you will, and if you, if you do, please share it with me.
I would love to know your [00:03:40] answers. But again, these are ways of us continuing the most important [00:03:45] conversation that we will ever have in our lives, and that’s the conversation with ourselves. [00:03:50] If you’re like me and you’ve come from a lot of chaos or dysfunction [00:03:55] or just kind of having the rug pulled un- out from under you from time to time, then this is [00:04:00] work we probably need to do.
And as I was telling Dr. Jill, I feel so [00:04:05] fortunate that in the latter part of my 20s, I spent a lot of time [00:04:10] alone, honestly. I was working, I was in residency, I just got my first job, [00:04:15] and was not in a relationship, but had a lot of time to work on myself, [00:04:20] and it was a gift, right? At the time you’re like, “Wait, what’s wrong with me?
Why, why am I not doing all the things all my [00:04:25] friends are doing?” I was going to God knows how many weddings and, and all the stuff. But it [00:04:30] was such a gift ’cause it was an opportunity for me in some ways to rewire [00:04:35] myself and to be receptive or to bring in somebody like my husband. [00:04:40] So I’m grateful for that time, and I wish that time and op- opportunity for everybody.[00:04:45]
Because oftentimes we just run through life, and we go from person to person to person or [00:04:50] different relationships, and we never have the chance to ask what we’re [00:04:55] doing or why we feel a certain way or why certain patterns repeat themselves. [00:05:00] Even after doing all that work and having a relatively stable [00:05:05] relationship over the years, there are still times when that old self will creep back, [00:05:10] right?
And I have to correct it and kind of put the dragon down and understand where some of those [00:05:15] feelings are coming from But I love the fact again that she’s got this [00:05:20] tool that helps us exactly verbalize and identify [00:05:25] where in the map of our soul the breaks might be. And if we can find those [00:05:30] and be aware of those, I am telling you guys that every time one of those thoughts come [00:05:35] back, we’ll be able to shut them down, and we can move trauma out of our body, [00:05:40] out of our nervous system, bring cortisol down, improve inflammation, but most [00:05:45] importantly, make the right choices for all of us.
So I hope you enjoy Dr. Jill’s [00:05:50] book. Check out her episode. But the takeaway for me from this [00:05:55] particular interview is, again, the connection, right? Bodies [00:06:00] interconnected, mind, body, spirit, the five body framework, and it’s important for us to continue [00:06:05] to do the work on all fronts. All right. Thanks for listening to me and [00:06:10] watching.
I will see you guys next time, and we will continue to bring on great guests [00:06:15] that force us to think and force us to move medicine forward. See you next [00:06:20] time

Written and medically reviewed by Dr. Tasneem "Taz" Bhatia, MD Published Oct 29, 2026 Last reviewed Oct 29, 2026
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